Today is hump day, and I'm listening to a sermon on Philippians 3. The first eleven verses are quoted below.
"Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord. To write the same things to you is no trouble to me and is safe for you. Look out for the dogs, look out for the evildoers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh. For we are the circumcision, who worship by the Spirit of God and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh - though I myself have reason for confidence in the flesh also. If anyone else thinks he has reason for confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.
But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ.Paul is talking about Christian Judaizers, people who said that Gentile Christians must, in addition to faith in Christ, obey the Mosaic Law in order to be saved. In other words, faith-plus-good works. If anybody could boast about good works, it was Paul, and he listed several reasons for being able to boast in the flesh. But all of those good works he counted as trash (in the Greek, the word is strong enough to even translate as "shit" - that is, manure). Anything about which he could boast in the flesh - anything apart from Christ - is lost, in his sight. The only thing he wishes to gain is Christ, through a righteousness that depends on faith so he might participate in Christ's sufferings, but more in his death and resurrection from the dead.
Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith - that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead." - Philippians 3:1-11, ESV
These verses remind me of something that I have struggled with for years: self-esteem. There are many ideas of what precisely self-esteem is. I see it as the idea that in order to be fulfilled in life - to have a good life - people must have a positive view of themselves, such as evaluating personality traits as inherently good, among other things.
I have attempted to reconcile my position in Christ with my sense of worthlessness. However, I have come to realize in recent times that in some sense, I am worthless and - to boot - my self-esteem should be low. I'm a sinner and without Christ, I stand condemned before God. I *should* feel bad about that, and I *should* have a rather low opinion of myself because of that fact. Granted, humanity is created in the image of God, which makes us unique, separating us from the rest of creation. However, our godly image is corrupted by sin, and our corruption is bad enough to where God will (and does) condemn us to hell because of our innate corruption and hatred toward him. In Christian circles, the lie of self-esteem is tells us that our reason for God's blessing is found in us. In other words, there is something about us that God values and that is why he has provided Christ as a savior for us. The lie continues that once in Christ, we must continue to be satisfied with who we are as a person in order to be right with God.
According to the Bible, whatever goodness we have in us is there only if Christ is also in us. In other words, all of the things that we would use to say "I'm somebody, I'm worth something" that isn't founded in Christ is, in reality, rubbish - garbage. Some may say that John 3:16 tells us that we're valuable because "God so loved the world." No - John 3:16 tells us *how* God showed his love toward the world, not *why*. The *why* is answered in Ephesians 1:4-6: "...he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved." God predestined us in love, but it was for his purposes, found only in him, to the praise of his glorious grace. Ephesians 1:11, 12: "In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory." It is all about Christ, and not about us. Our role is to be for the praise of his glory. I might be so bold to say that inherent human value is not found anywhere in the Scriptures, and is for sure never given as a reason to why God decreed salvation for his people.
It is very easy to become wrapped up in evaluating our worth based on external circumstances and the opinions of people. Unfortunately, I have a strong propensity to do just that, and I struggle daily with these things. For those of us who evaluate our self-worth based on modern, godless psychology, our only hope is Christ and his love for us.
Let's make this personal: Christ's love is unconditional - that is, it is not conditioned on you in any way, shape or form. Not the good, the bad, or anything in between in you. If you are his, Christ's love for you originates totally and completely in him. Christ cannot deny himself, so if he loves you, he loves you no matter what happens. Wrap your self-worth in the only One who cannot fail: Christ. Don't wallow in your sin, don't see it as glorifying to beat yourself up. Instead, dwell on Christ's love for you, his child, in that while you were still a sinner, Christ died for you. Glory in Christ, my brothers, and glory in nothing else - especially yourself. You are a wicked sinner, but God loves you anyway!
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